only 3 more days with my girl. i am not sure how i am going to do this. a part of me is looking forward to going back to work, but as soon as i think that i feel guilty. i wish i could just stay at home with her, but i know that isn't possible. i wish i could just fast forward through next week. i think it will get way easier after i have next week behind me. geez... monday is going to be the hardest day of my life.