i am honestly getting really nervous about monday. my stomach is in knots and flip flops. please let this week go fast. i am sure this will be so much easier on bela, but i also hope that she does well at day care. i hope that she gets on a good nap and feeding schedule. i also hope that she doesnt give christine any trouble with bottle feeding. ok no more, i cant dwell on this. i just need to appreciate the time i have!!